WTF.....?

Hey Y'all It's been a looooog time. Like 8 years, since I been on here. I am hoping to do more journal entries in the near future. Been going through lots of emotional stuff, unfortunately most of it brought on by yours truly! I have lost so many friends, but to be fair, I have gained some and even more beautiful as people. I live day to day with anxiety and sometimes, it gets downright crippling, but I think that in honesty, no one cares about nobody but themselves and without God, people as an entity will become no better than animals.....soulless, thoughtless, animals. If not for all my bottled up, mixed up, and fucked up emotions, I myself would be nothing more than a common mongrel. Then again, I live in a dog eat dog world.