It's that time...

It's that time of year again, where we make promises we wont keep, ammendments we will break, and go deeper in debt. My only wish is to come out on top....

Frustrated.....

My "high" from Christmas was extremely short lived. Now, I am hearing nothing but bellyaching and contentment at work. It's like one minutes people are nice and 2 seconds later, polar opposite. Man, it just makes me angry that I need a job so bad that I have to put up with ignorant people who wake up in the morning to go to a job that they hate. I am so appalled by that, it makes me want to punch them in the head!

On a lighter note, I am sore from the gym. I have really been working hard to slim down. from my diet to mad cardio to just working with trainers, it really is a challenge. I am determined to get back into shape! I'm not doing too bad. All in all, I should be thankful for what I have. It just frustrates me that there are obstacles "determined" to get in my way.

Hi Ho Hi Ho, It's BACK to work, I go.....

Well, it wasn't meant to last (LOL). I am one of those miserable SOBs that actually have to work for a living. I really did enjoy my days off. Watching TV, cleaning, and sleeping. However, there comes a time when I have to get back to reality, folks, and tomorrow is it. I'm cool with it though. I had a TREMENDOUS holiday and really enjoyed myself. The only turmoil in my life as of now is the fact that I need to get this book done.....

Chill.....

My Christmas was great and I relaxed alot. I have tomorrow off and will relax some more. Although, I did say a prayer for all the people in the world who didn't have such a great Christmas. My heart goes out to all those people and this Christmas, I realized that there are A LOT of people less fortunate than me, so I prayed for them. I was very happy to see the look on the children's faces and know that they were happy with their things.

I also chatted with a few friends who were going through bad times this season and I did the best I could do and consoled them. Thankfully, all was appreciated and sometimes, that's enough for Christmas for some people. Truly, that is one of the things that inspired me this Christmas, that people can be content and happy with what society perceives as nothing and that makes me realize how lucky I really am.

Kewl Christmas.....

My Christmas so far is awesome. I am so enjoying chilling out and I get to do it again tomorrow. Truthfully, I cant express my gratitude for the blessing bestowed on me for any and everyone who has come into my life and enriched it with their grace and gratitude. I am also happy and thankful that the children in my life are truly happy and content with the gifts I have given them and would do it again, in a heartbeat!

One Down....One To Go....

I cant wait until tomorrow, then I am off for 4 glorious days. Relaxin' and watchin' sports are definitely on the agenda. I am gonna chill, like I have never chilled before! Hopefully, work tomorrow, will be like today. The power went out at work and we sat around for a few hours, aside from having to salt the walk and shovel a little snow, it was cake!

I gave Carrie her amp thing she wanted for Christmas already and she loved it. I just didnt want to lug it home, just to give it to her and bring it back. Truthfully, I really dont want to go to work tomorrow, but it has to be done.

Good Day....

Today was a good day. I got a few projects done and got an early Christmas present, Twiztid's : Purple Show Vol. 1. I was very happy about that. It is very funny. Truthfully, I plan on relaxing and taking it easy. I mean, even when I have a day off from work, I still am very busy. However, when I go out of town, that is what I call relaxation. Not having to worry about work and work related crap.

I have just been on edge lately. I have no idea why, just stressed over dumb stuff. Also, trying to get my book done, but suffering from a bad case of writer's block. A friend once told me that writer's block can be painful, but now I know what he meant. Although, I shouldn't be stressed about that, should I?

I called my nieces tonight. They got their Christmas presents and I am happy for that. I love those 2 babies (although, they aren't babies, 10, now) I am just happy to see that they are happy with their Christmas gifts. I am dreading the next 2 days, but I will perservere.

Anticipating......

I'm chillin' and enjoying a few days off before Christmas. I have been trying to do some daily chores and such. I am very happy to have my shopping done. I just want time to relax and just reflect on how truly lucky I am. I have come to the realization that there are some people now, who have worse problems than I do and I have to pray for them, throught this season.

With that being said, I will enjoy myself for Christmas.......

Inch By Inch....

Day by day, I am awaiting my days off for the holiday. I have Tuesday & Wednesday off this week and I will be able to get some house cleaning done, before I have to leave for the holiday. Allbeit, long over due, cleaning. I finally got Megan & Morgan's Christmas gifts shipped, so I hope that they will be happy with them.

Crazy Day.....

Today was a messed up day. I mean, things at work went OK, but this girl I worked with had the nerve to slap me in the face, just on a whim. Then about an hour later, did it again! I was so furious that she did this. I was even more furious that nothing was done about it! I cant believe she did that. For no reason at all!!! Then, I go to the gym and get every part of my body stretched, pulled, and "beat up", just to get back into shape, so needless to say, I am literally sore all over.

Which brings me to my "agonizing for a day off" cry. I have Tuesday & Wednesday off, I also have Saturday off next week, coincidentally, that's when Christmas falls on, but I am anxiously waiitng to find out about the 3 days after. I just feel that I need a break from reality, if only for a few days, see? I just want to relax for a few days and not have to worry about responsiblities.

Tired......

I can't wait for a day off.....lol. I have lots to do. Dont we all? I am a slight depressed because I am trying to finish my book and I dont seem to have the time. For some reason, I dont seem to have the time to work on personal projects, but with the crazy time of year like this, I can see why. I guess I can be happy anyways, because I have it alot better than 51% of most people.

Cool Days......

Today was OK, just went to work and went to the gym. I am having a hard time staying awake when I get home though and usually fall alsleep for an hour or two. I am still trying to get a little work on my book, but that's about it!

Moving Right Along......

I am still working and doing my "thang"!!! I can't wait for Christmas, it will be my best Christmas, I think. I will relax of course and SLEEP!! I am also going to try and work on my book some more.

Closer & Closer......

Christmas is almost here, I can just feel the days off..abounding!!! I hope to have a decent Christmas and I feel that I will. I have been scrimping and saving. I also got a cool Christmas gift from my Juggalo Homie, Neil! It is Twiztid's Born Twiztid DVD and it is awesome for a down juggalo like myself (Thanks Neil!)

I also have to send my nieces' Christmas presents and I know they will like them. So far, things are going smooth at work and I am still in the process of finishing my book, hopefully, it will be done for a 2005 release, fingers crossed!

Busy Days.......

I had gone to see a Jordan Knight show yesterday and it was cool. Unfortunately for me, I didnt have money for the backstage party, but it was a cool show nontheless. Tonight, I went to another concert, Michael W. Smith/Points Of Grace/Katinas and I loved that show as well. I have been going to alot of shows to try and get inspired to write. I am working on my new book and have come to a sort of crossroads and it is really depressing.

Slowly, but surely, I am getting this Christmas shopping done. I hope to have a relaxing Christmas. I have been a little depressed, as of late. I have no idea why, Just in sort of a depressed mood.

Christmas "Jitters"......

I have been poking away at my Christmas shopping. It is going surprisingly well. I am "quasi"-finished. I had the last few days off and did pretty much of nothing, just lounged around and did a little cleaning. I haven't had too much on my mind, I guess that is great, no? There are some odds and ends, that I have to take care of before Christmas, but I shouldn't have a problem with that. I just hope that everything goes well this Christmas and I can accomplish my financial goal by next summer.

Sorry.......

I know it has been a little while. I have been working on new material and also working with the yahoo group for my homeboy Jarrard Anthony (you go boy!!) I have also been busting my butt at work, trying to make a little cheddar, so I can do bigger things in my life......lol. Lucky for me, I haven't had anything on my mind that is too dramatic. Except for the minor squabbles over nothing.