Whew....Doggies.....

.....as Granny would say. I have been just chillin' like a villain on penicillin! I spent the last few days trying to get my head together, that my apartment is a mess. I am trying to sort out a whole mess of stuff and needing to clear my head to make some personal projects happen.

I have been watching the new season of American Idol and there are some bad singers on there....worse than last year, I am afraid. I have maybe seen only 12 go through, out of about...a few thousand???? We may be in for the long haul, Idol fans.

Sort of in the dumps a little too. I mean, I am fine when I work, go to the gym, or what have you. I get very excited on most Mondays because I have Tuesdays and Wednesdays off, but I get really depressed on Wednesday nights. I have to go back to work, you see. The job is easy, but the constant bickering and whining and backstabbing is starting to get to me. Luckily for me, I am not involved in the madness, but just listening to it, makes me want to go insane.

I will definitely be happy when the Gathering Of The Juggalos comes around.

I'm Back....

Guess who's back, back again.....oops, wrong guy. I am back. I hopefully figured out the snafu with my computer and hope to drop more info on my life for all in this wonderful year. I am gonna be working hard all year to accomplish my goals and hopefully, my friends will be there to catch me if I fall or pull me down if I am getting too high. I am just trying to stay busy and get my personal projects finished.

Disconnected..

My computer finally died. I have had it since 1998 (7 years) I have had to replace the modem, monitor, and printer. However, I persevered. Now, it has totally died and I have to save up for a new one. Fear not, you will see me weekly, but if all goes well, I can get enough from a tax return to get a new one, so look for me in cyberspace!

And Tonight......

I have been very tired lately, busy, but tired. I have been working out madly at the gym and trying to get myself ready for the upcoming festivities this summer. I know it's a while off, but I have to think ahead. I really can't wait to go this year's juggalo gathering. That's where ICP fans can get together for 4 days of fun and concerts! I also go to the Ohio State Fair, so I hope they have some good acts there. Also, there is a tour lined up (Psychopathic All Stars) that I cant wait for dates to be announced.

I am fervishly trying to get my new book done for a December release, I really hope that I can, but it requires lots and lots of thinking, rest, and reflection. Then, on top of all my projects, I have to do the dreaded job thang! You know, help make some other poor schmuck rich, what a drag, lol. Much props to my man, Violent J AKA Joe Bruce for becoming a father for the first time on January 7, 2005, much love and prayers to you homie! I hope to see you real soon!

I am also anticipating my next days off, because I have lots goin' on. Amateur Night will be "DA BOMB-DIGGITY". Anyways, just rambling, now I have to do what I love best and that is......SLEEP!

Ouch....

Today wasn't too bad of a day. I worked out and got sore from that, but I have been having this splitting headache all day and now, it has gotten worse. I have taken some aspirin and it is still throbbing. I guess it is all the projects that I have going on. We have some stupid inspection going on at work and I have to deal with everyone being frantic over the whole thing, it's just nuts!

Now......

It's been two relaxing days and now I have the long week of waiting to where I agonize for another day off. Also, there has been something bugging me about a friend of mine. He got in trouble on his job and we were supposed to work together that day and he didnt show up. In spite of that, now all of us at work are prone to unreasonable "disciplines" I am afraid. On a lighter note with that is, what's the worst that can happen with a job is that you get fired, especially a job like the one that I have.

I have been feeling on edge lately, partly because I need a job to pay bills and I have some plans in the work for summer which require me to have a little money socked away, so I have to put up with some crap, in order to get my proverbial flower, see what I mean? Also, I have been experiencing an bad case of writer's block and I must say that it is emotionally painful. I need to relax, I would suppose.

I just can't wait until next Monday, Amateur Night, you see, to relax to some comedy.

Busy....Tired...Weary....

I have been busy as of late, that I have to keep myself entertained. I have found it beneficial to escape into watching the TV series MASH on DVD. It is a great escape from reality and I find myself sympathizing with the characters at times. Strange, huh? Also, I use that as a creative outlet to give me inspiration for my new book, whenever it will be finished, I'll never know...Sometimes, I find myself depressed and wondering as to what will really happen to me in the near or distant future for that matter.

I mean, I am working out like crazy trying to stay healthy and find myself worrying about the future. Is this what's called a midlife crisis? I hope not. People who go through that are emotionally inept, to say the least. I mean, we all get old and Lord willing will live comfortable lives into our senior years, but sometimes, I worry about that for myself too. I just dont want to be one of those poor schmucks who work into their 70s or 80s only to have greedy family members take it all away and leave them with nothing.

I suppose that prayers is always a soothing part of life. I wouldn't say that I am a very spiritual person, but it never hurts to have an angel in your corner.

In for another.......

I am back to the salt mines tomorrow. I have been chilling out and loving it! Now, I gotta go back to work. I didn't get too much work done, but that's OK, sometimes, I need whole days off....

Yep.......

Just a chillout day, so far. I didnt do much of anything today except watch the funny ass Purple Show by Twiztid. It is so funny, I cant wait for volume 2, coming out soon! I am happy about one thing, amateur night at the Funny Bone comedy club is starting back next week and I can't wait to get there. It really relaxes me and some of them are actually funny!

Almost There.......

I have one more day until a day off. I have just been working and trying to get on with this funny thing called life. Today was a good day, I mean, it was quiet at work. That's one reason I don't mind working weekends, because it is more relaxed on weekends. However, I do like to take the "occasional" weekend off to myself. So far, this year is just that...this year....lol.